17-4-2009-friday

today 11 then me n kell was out from class got LM going to sunway collage for the leadership workshop...during those times i really still feel hurt bout yesterday things.......but i try not to care it lu....n i have no idea how to go sunway that time....so i keep ask ah lai can i back early.....so he say ok..n i tell teacher lu......cuz i need dear take me to sunway so i need back early lu...dear de work time is at 4..i just follow him to sunway lu........when sunway then go buy something to eat lu.....then dear suddenly not feeling well....heart pain to see him like that........he keep call me to back early but i dowan......the reason why is becuz i don't feel like going home n i want with dear..but i just feel that i'm disturbing him..SORRY!!!!!!!!! after the "gay"person went out for break then i went in dear shop n sit there with him lu........i study there...haha...good girl leh...haha...dear play his game there lu.....then suddenly got ppl came in the shop then i feel so familiour............then i look at dear,dear ask me do u noe hu is she?then i just tell him ur mum?haha....really is wor...her mum cut short hair jor.....so can't really noe her that time..hehe.....pai seh leh......after that the gay ppl back jor lu..then is dear de time to break lu......
we have no where to go........so we just went to some place that can rest quietly.........dear sleep on my leg n i keep looking at him...i feel like crying that time.........i dono why?maybe i scare to loose him one day..or wat.......i dono.....i hope i can always be with him......T_Tduring the time we at there....i think alot of things....aizh.....
after that i went to buy something n eat n drink lu...then went mcd to buy food for my sis.....then is time for me to back d......i back at 10......i miss the time i with my dear.......i do really miss you so much.........

DEAR I LOVE YOU VERY VERY MUCH....♥♥
DO YOU LOVE ME?^^♥♥

in dear de shop=]