god bless you

today wake up at 4 in the early morning becuz need to prepare to go for "shao mu"gather at my grandma house bout 6,i think...not really sure the time cuz i'm was sleeping in the car.......when to the first place tat is my grandpa...then after when to my aunt de...n wat willl we do every year at there is buy ice-cream n eat...^^the weather is so dam hot la...i'm sweating like hell la...forget to bring my rubber band...can't tie my hair...aizh.....
after finish praying,wat will we do for every year is go eat our branch together...at the same restauarant every year....every year is the same...we won't change it...haha...i love the momment like that...i love to gather with u guys...u guys bring happiness to me...but too bad i can't stay with u guys...aizh......
after that,went home n bath n ready to sleep...i already lie on the bed but then get a call from sis..then all of us went to fetch her n the bad news is she LOST my mum handphoe....OMG....BUT they didn't seem angry or scold her....i think if is me,i sure let them scold like hell....went home n i go n sleep........bout 5 wake up n fetch sis back to skul agian...after that went to eat dinner at OUG...


today i'm happy to see my dear cousin n all of my aunt uncle.....but something make me feel so uncormfortable is one of my aunt...the aunt hu keep talking craps....if u r so not willing to come or joining us..pls don't come....come d then show the silly face to us n the way u talk to my grandma i really dislike u....u talk to me today i didn't really care u,don't say i don't respect the eldest or don't respect u...if u hurt anyone of my love or u r the one hu keep creating problem i won't ever boder u guys....i will get far away from u guys....i don't like this kind of ppl.....how big u r or how great u r i oso won't care,as long as u did something that hurting my love i won't ever respect u guys anymore...

and u too.my mum....don't always scold me wihtout any reason la pls...u don't like is ur problem la...don't ever use me to be ur gas bag la...I'M NOT AR!!!!!u dowan grandma sit with us go n put a sign la...stupid.....or u just get away from the table la...stupid....don't care wat ppl didn't do la...ppl dowan care grandma is thier problem not my.....i care bout her is my respeact to her...ppl don't care her then i must follow de meh?NO NEED!!!!!!!!why u like to compare here n there....think futher if one day i really treat u the way now u treat all my love,how u will u feel?
now u wont noe,maybe u will noe one day...
i dowan to hate u,but u make me hate u very deeply everyday....
i wan a mother hu is understanding,not a problem creater!!!!
i wan a mother hu is caring bout this family,not a ppl hu keep messing whole family!!!!!!!
i wan a lovely,caring n understanding mother,why u arent?
this is why i start to fight back whenever u talk badly or wateva that is hurt.....
this is why i start to not respecting u....
i noe i shouldn't do this to a mother but i really tak boleh tahan you!!!

my baby dear n me!!!!!
i love all of u guys!!muaxzzz