9-8-2009-sunday

today wake up very early in the morning and ready to go for the undang test....
before going out from house,i do the exercise again...bout 7.30 went there and meet up da...but still haven open...so we went to the nearest mamak stall n eat our breakfast.....
during exam i really stress oout...so many question..do not have pic and sign....so less...so i do not have any confidence...in the end i really fail it again...i really wanna cry that time...i told my dear i fail n he seem like very angry...i really don't know how...why am i so useless har?sigh....really bad mood.....da follow me back home...so when i back home, dear call me...and he keep comfort me..thx dear....thx for cheering me up after that....after da back d...i went to sleep...i really tired...i sleep for the whole afternoon...cuz i can't sleep well....so many msg waking me up....bout 4 .30 i woke...i wake from a bad dream...i dream dear leave me,he dowan me anymore..i cry when i wake from this dream...i call dear after that and i keep crying....dear ask me why i got this dream..i also don't know why....i never ever dream this type of dream before............after that,i just think that maybe is in the afternoon you told me that things in the message....you say if suddenly got people add in in ur heart(means you love the ppl),how?i really shock when u say that...don't understand what you mean!!!sigh...forget bout it...
tmr i'm not going to skul...can sleep late...yeah....
thats all for today