make me crazy!!!

ar!!!this subject of maths really makes me crazy!!!i do really hate this subject....plenty of formula...how to memorise all of it ...u noe de la i'm dam stupid , impossible to rmb all.....i didn't care for this subject this year....b4 going exam just call my friend kai jin to teach me some of it....n i noe wat he say but when i see the exercise i dono wat the hell is tat!!n test i noe how to do some only..those easy de la...those dono de just copy kai jin de..haha...
form 4 de maths i didn't noe anything of it.....i didn't study it at all....didn't care of it too...i just noe some..those graph only....how am i going to do my spm....gosh..i'm really stress on it.....
do u noe y suddenly i so care bout this subject!!!becuz i just attend a maths tuition with hui lin...just 1 class...i already very scare of this subject...n its give me pressure on it...becuz this teacher told me tat he teach de studen't only get A never get B!!cuz i told him my pmr get B!!!!call me don't break his record...omg....when i heard this its really give me alot of presure.....how?hu can help me?
during tuition he teaching form 4 de last chapter line n angles...omg...this is the most i hate....he teach me i understand...when i do i'm confuse..do many exercise of each...some of it keep wrong n wrong...i think i oso gek dao him nothings to say d ba....cuz i really dono how to do arr!!when i see hui lin do those question tat finding angles all those,i'm thinking when i reach to this, i sure dono how to do de...i think tat time teacher more gek ar...hehe...she's so pro...she keep writing non stop....i think i must go to her house early when the tuition start...call her teach me first..i think i won't so scare..
MATHS MATHS MATHS MATHS!!!!!all around my head n in my mind....i take out my revision book n look at it agian n i try to do the question...i'm wrong agian...omg..i cry at the moment...cuz its really stupid...y am i so stupid...do so many in tution d still dono de....arr!!feel like sceaming loud now!!!wan go bang the wall d la.....T_T

now added 1 more subject tat make me worry n pressure...last year i only concentrate on acc only...acc is too important to me...dono y....i will keep doind acc only...b4 the acc exam i won't sleep just do n do n do.....its already very tired n stress on this subject...but now maths oso the same d....two subject tat make me stress d....acc still ok, but maths.....i really dono how.....aizh....must work hard d la...next year can't play play d...