moddy day

today is a day that i feel very unhappy.....its so irratating me...argh....
today whole lesson never sms in class, cuz i taught he is resting at home due to he told me he is not going work today.....so i didn't plan to go s.p to find him...but after skul he only msg me only tell me he is working...god...n that time i oso can't go find him d la...its so rush.....i feel so hurt n sad when he so bu shunag reply all the msg...aizh.....but i never blame u la....i noe u wan to meet me...i oso wish too...but no idea,right? i noe that i don't have any time to be with you, i hope u understand me?don't treat me like today....its really hurt....guys are reallly de same....sigh.....
in tuition i didn't really hear wat teacher say too....i share book with mathiew n he help me wrote all the answer in it...(thx mathiew) i didn't care...i just sit in the class to wait the time pass...dam hopless la...sigh....

sometime i really feel very useless on myself.....i can't cheer you up when u are unhappy....i dono how to tell joke to u n let u be happy...i wat oso dono....how dam useless.T_Tn i had no time to accompany you too...really sorry!!!
i do really hope u will be happy every momment....don't becuz of u miss someone n be sad...i dowan!!u sad i feel sad too....rmb i told u, ur smile brighthen my heart...so u must smile n be happy everymoment....can?




lastly i hope my friend tan kai jin is ok?dono wat happen to him recently...he seem so weird in class...today i saw him i really feel worry bout him.....wat he did in class really scare ppl la...why he suddenly change d de...he is not the tan kai jin i noe last year la....u noe wat he did in class,he keep banging his head forwards the table n behind the board...gosh...wat happen to him har?hope he is ok!!!!