laughter is the best medicine=]: 9-5-2009-saturday

i'm super duper tired today,yesterday night back home late n sleep late too...

this morning need 8 something wake becuz today is wesak day we need to go to temple....i'm so tired la...don't feel like going but i have no idea how to don't go lu...every year oso got go de....
so went to bath n change everything,went down stair n keep something n i went out from the house sit in the car n chat with my sis...one day never saw her d ....^^after breakfast,sleep in the car i really dam tired la.....reach to the temple there,n we need to walk a long way,while walking my eye really can't open la....so sleepy....sigh.....n there is so hot....abit no mood.....then i meet up my cousin n aunt there.....long time never saw them d..hehe.......after finish everything in the temple,quickly went back into the car n continue sleep.....went to taman desa n had our lunch,i order many many things to eat,didn't care bout them....after eat went back in car sleep again........i noe someone is going to me like a pig d de la...^^no idea la,i'm so tired ma....
back home,update my blog for while n i went to sleep again...........actually my plan is update blog,sleep for 3 hours n wake to study....but the study plan did not suceed...sad=[
becua while i'm sleeping i had a very bad dream.....i cry badly after i woke from the dream,but i'm too tired n i try to sleep back but when i sleep back there is like something pulling me back in to the dream....oh god,n my head is so painful....i don't dare to sleep d...lying on bed n sms with my dear...told him everything n i still keep crying....T_T
the dream is bout,all the ppl around me didn't even care bout me,like i'm a invisible ppl....n everyone is blufing me....even my family n my dear is in the dream too.........aizh....i'm so scare......
sis came in to my room,n chat with her a little while mum call us go down have dinner...after dinner,continue update my blog n chat with my kor lu......
so is about 11 i only gao dim my blog....before that dear never reply my msg so i taught he was sleeping,so i msg him r u sleeping?but he say nope.......

aizh,dear i noe u r unhappy when i tell u i'm talking with my kor.....pls la dear,don't think too much ok?he just my kai kor la...n a few years friend d la.....wat do u think?
u ask me wat i'm doing,still chating?i tell u i'm lying at bed smsing with u.....n u just ask me really?omg......do i need to bluf u wat am i doing ar?u don't believe me?
rmb wat u told me,u told me u believe me....n the BELIEVE this word in the relationship is very important,right?
last time i don't believe u is becuz i don't really noe u that time...i noe i hurt u many time about the word of BELIEVE,i'm sorry......but now i already believe in u,i don't hope is the turn u don't believe me....
rmb wat we promise each other in ur house,don't think too much..ok
i say i love you,i do really mean it...rmb that.....