10-9-2009-thursday

today i'm super tired all becuz about my dear...
yesterday midnight he call me and keep wake me up for study my moral n acc 1...
but i dono what to study..can say i don't study for it...36 nilai for the moral i study 15 only i think?
i can't even memorise so i just put it aside....
after skul, finally i meet my dear today...
how long i didn't meet him after skul...the after skul life without him in that few months i really miss him.. how ihope he will suddenly stand infront of me.haha
my darlings went to library after lunch..and i teman dear till 3 something in skul area..i dam tired..try to rest at u icr...after that,keelye msg me that her brother will pick us at 4.30..so i hace to rush there..i need to wait for bus oso...i'm so worry i will late...waited for quite long and bus finally reach....first time sitting bus alone...never try before...its a little scare but i must learn from it..must be independent..haha...but a little disappointed that dear never teman me..i taught he will teman me to old town first only back home...keep thinking on the way to old town...nearly cry out...cuz i really hope he will teman me...but after that he say he need to back before his mum back...so forget bout it lu.....reach library and just step in library and went to toilet kellye call me and say her borther come d...so just back home lu...
went back her house and we r trying to find a cheaper hotel or appartment for our trip....
about 6 mum came and fetch me and i told her about the trip...her reaction so big...ask me hu r u goingg with...n say I'M NOT ALLOWED TO GO!i really feel like crying out that time but i bear it..her reason is becuz H1N1..maybe this is one of the reason...other reason is what?aizh...
dam no mood after that...i wish to go!
hope that is not the final answer.see..
i'm so tired today....
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