laughter is the best medicine=]: 11-9-2009-friday

FIRST OF ALL,

♥HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,DADDY!♥
FEW DAYS AGO I REALLY VERY ANGRY ABOUT YOU BECUZ U KEEP SOCLDING ME WITHOUT ANY REASON,AND THAT DAY I REALLY VERY HURT AND UNHAPPY WHEN I SCOLD YOU BACK...THAT IS THE FIRST TIME I DID THAT TO YOU...I REALLY CAN'T BEAR IT ANYMORE...YOU KNOW I'M VERY HURT TOO?
BUT ANYWAY,I STILL LOVE YOU....NO ONE IN THIS FAMILY MEMBER CAN REPLACE YOU IN MY HEART!I HOPE YOU WON'T BE SO FIERCE LIKE THOSE DAYS...I WANT BACK THE DAD WHO ALWAYS MAKE PPL HAPPY AND THE FUNNY DAD..NOT A FIERCE DAD!
ONCE AGAIN,HAPPY BIRTHDAY=]

today having sains 1 only....
i'm trying to this part nicely..i hope i can pass..
morning having econ exam...i never take this subject....so i went outside class to sit..let those ppl from other call hu have econ to sit our place...
i love sitting outside leh..much more better then inside the class..it so windy outside...i keep doing sians exercise...quite ok.....
after recess,i'm not feeling well and i very mang jang....i need my dear so badly...but haven recieve any msg from him..so i keep msg him...no idea..cuz i really need him badly....when exam is going to start is at 11...haven reply me.i'm so sacre he can't wake and didn't come n find me d..so i miss call him..finally he wake....after few minit,he told me he maybe not coming cyz he need to go traning with his brother..i look at the msg and i cry during exam...dam no mood d....
not feeling well + no mood make me simply do my exam..i wan faster do n sleep!!!does not think anything...so i just finish it and sleep.....after that he say he ask his dad d.he can come..ok,i'm sastified with it...continue with my sleep cuz i really not feeling well..i'm having gastrict....
after skul,i suddenly feel very disappointed on myself...why i should do that?i do so hard for it before the exam why during it i just do it this way...i hate myself!!!!!after lunch with my dear and my darlings then went to old town...my darlings went to library and i went to mcd with dear becuz i forget to bring card and my dear don't feel like going in library..dono why?
so i just study there..keep do my maths...i nearly cry out...cuz a simple question i oso forget d..how am i going to sit the maths paper 2 next week?i'm so worry about it..i need to pass it.....sigh...after that,rest for while and take some pic with dear...

dear,i love you so much...forget abot last time de things...u look so emo when u look at those student who lepak at the bus stop there...u say those student just like ur past...wasting time...u look so emo that time...forget bout it ba dear...as long now u r not d, then can....
dear i wanna tell you,i love that you accompany me when i'm studying..dono why...i love those feeling..hehe...dear will pei me study de hor?i noe u will,cuz now u only noe how to keep call me study..haha....love you..muaxxzzz