My dark day

today get up in the morning at 7... so dam tired...
cuz all of us following my father to office....i plan to study there.. and my plan fail again... T__T
this is because when i'm studying a half way my mum talk to me about me n him...my mum keep force me to let go this relationship n forget about it... I CAN'T DO IT!!!!!
is very hard for me....she say till very easily... but did she care bout my feeling n his feeling?
i can't even study. sleep n eat well for many day le.. i'm really tired....
i was in the office whole day and wat am i doing? I was crying the whole day agian..sobiezzz...
I really can't so easily give up this relationship... i dowan to treat this things as a game.. T_T



sad sad day...T_T