laughter is the best medicine=]: seminal!!!

today wakeup at 7 something n call kell wake too cuz we got to get ready for seminal...when i woke up i found my eye is so dam tired n bengkak...cuz i cried yesterday night very badly cuz some reason....sigh.....after that bout 8 something we reach sunway collage...our seminal start at 10 n we went so early...why?becuz we don't have transport if we go late...reached there n we met lai...three of us is so early...haha....we went to the classroom n we play we chat we sing...wateva....i enjoy the time....times flew very fast..n its 10..seminal start....sigh...quite hate myslef...i can't concentrate in it...grrr....in the semial when they are saying bout some topic...dono why those topic suddenly make me so sensitive...aizh....after seminal, xin yuan,kell,da n me sit you tian car n went back to skul cuz we had duty...on the way back,i'm quite emo i'm starting to be down d..becuz some of the reason....sigh....reached to skul n gather at dewan kulia n wait for the duty to start.....while waiting,i seriously can't tahan d..i cry out n i ran to block E there de stair n cry alone.....i can't accept yet..sigh....after that kell n they all came n find me, cuz need to duty d...its raining,i'm happy its rain this time..i can walk undeer the rain....duty time,dennise n jared taught i'm sick...but i'm not...thx for the care by u guys....thx da, kel,l tong n xin yuan hu try to make me feel happy that time...thx..after duty,we went out from skul to ttc...i wanted to walk under the rain,i'm sorry to kell da n tong....hu accompany me to walk under the rain....
really sorry to u guys....sorry to let da n kell worry bout me..sorry.....after they change ,we went to eat dinner at ICR ...bout 8 something my father came n fetch me n they suddenlly told me they are going to sunway....i was wat!! going sunway? aizh...don't feel like going that time..n i was thinking sholud i msg him to tell him i'm going...after i decide not to msg him....i feel sad n i dono how to face him.....when i reach there,i pass by his shop n he never saw me...after that i only msg him , i wan to let myself noe can i still face him?he came popular n find me n we chat there...i stilll can face him...luckly......not that bad i wonder.....sigh..........