闷!!!!!

今天真的好闷啊!!!!

虽然我已经闷在家一个月了...应该习惯的吧,但不知道为什么我觉得今天特别闷的!!!

可能今天我的心情不太好吧......我真希望明天就是开学的天哦!!!我好想念学校的朋友及学校的生活啊!!!我好希望我能快快的去学校啊!!!可能我就不会那么闷闷不乐.......希望明年的我会想以前年头开开心心的去学校和会快快乐乐的过学校的生活吧!!!毕竟明年就是我们最后一年在学校吧!!!!

讲真的,我好希望我能想以前那么开心的过我的生活.....

我真的没开心很久了啊!!!!

没一天过着闷闷不乐的生活真的很难过啊!!!!!!

唉!!!这几天我一直想好多好多的东西啊!!!可能会发生可能不会发生,谁也不会知道啊!!!!因为将来会发生什么事,我也不知道啊........我想太多了啦!!!想到快傻了啦!!!!!!我不能将下去了啦!!!

如果真的有些事情我真的不能再撑下去了,我会放弃!!!!

今天的我真的没心情,心情很差.....好想哭出来但我哭不出...好辛苦啊!!!!

今天的你是这样呢??你开心吗?你还好吗?你现在在哪里呢?

早上到现在都没接过你的电话....你也没找我.....我知道你电话没钱,但以前你会借朋友电话
打给我啊!!!!现在也那么晚了,你是否还没回家吗?可能吧.....

唉!!!我很想打电话给你啊!!!但我不敢打,一时也不想打....只是傻傻的等待你的电话....

你也知道为什么我不会找你的啦!!!我告诉过你的........所以别怪我没找你啊=[

我很想念你啊!!!!!

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♪ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ♫

hey,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U =]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U =]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SEE HUI=]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U=]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY O~~
sorry tat i can't celebrate with u o~~
n ur present i will give u late abit, hope u don;t mind yea..hehe...
wish u be happy always n wish ur wishes will come true...
miss yea~~

complicated?

this few days oso never write blog, cuz i don;t have the mood to write ba...

got one things really make me feel very complicated la...tat is are we still friend?
i dono do u treat me as ur friend now anot lu...maybe u still angry me or hard to talk back each other ba?i really dono? everytime saw u but u just like don't noe me like tat?i really don't hope tat will continue...i'm really sad n unhappy to see this happen...i hope tat we can like last time like tat....

sienzz

today wake up around 1pm..although my dear wake me up at 12 but i still sleep back...cuz i'm super tired today...i can say i slept for the whole..1pm woke up, n then eat my "breakfast" then watch tv for a while..then i feel sleepy n tired..n then i sleep at 3 something agian n i woke up at 8 something...sleep so long le but now i still feel sleepy n tired...omg...y i'm so tired de...wat happen to me??

stay at home is really dam boring n sien de lor...i wanna go out ar!!when only can go out??tell me!!!aizh....i wan to go out from this house ar..i dowan to stay in house everyday, nothing can let me do de...ishz...my life now is so boring n useless....

this few days i feel very stress, dono y too?maybe somethings make me very complicated now...i dono y i keep thinking so much=[ aizh...my brain extremely stress out...i think i shouldn't think so much bout it..just let it be...nobody noe wat is going to happen....just let my brain to rest ba..aizh...

where have u been?the whole day didn't get a call from u=[

monday(17/11)

yeah...baba just back from japan yesterday night....he brought quite a lot of things for us....thx yea...he brought two key chain n a colourful pen for me....later he took out a packet of things....n it was a colorful teddy bear..haha..its so cute..i love teddiess....tat is actually a souvenir form their head office...but my dad gave it to me...haha..i love it so much..=]thx daddy...muaxxzz...
n he brought some food from there, its very nice..i love it...in this few days i keep eating only....omg...must control ar..or not i will getting fatter n fatter...must control d....hehe...

my gift from daddy

this is nice..its black seasemi..i dono call wat..its nice...

the biscuit..

the mickey n minnie fish cake..look nice..

my colourful teddy..

wedding dinners..(08/11 n 09/11)

sat n sunday is my cousin brother weddings...congratulation to them yea...

saturaday is at teluk intan de is for the girl sides de...from kl go there need 2 hours...in this distance i just sleep in car...cuz is juz to boring in car for 2 hours....hehe...after reaching there i meet all my cousin n my aunt uncle.... miss them alot....long time oso can't see them....then take some photo at tat day too..n i didn't eat much too...just eat the 1st n 2nd dishes n the desert only... don't feel like eating tat night...i'm emo on that night...bout 10 something we back lu.. agian need to sit in car for 2 hours only can reach home... the same thing lu i do at car lu..sleep n listening to songs....reach home bout 12 something....

the bride n the groom

xin yi n me

my dearest cousin n me

adrienne n xin yi

the three of us...4eva together

ready to "yam sing"

saturday in teluk intan de pic=]

sunday is at kl de..so wake up at 10 something then prepare to go grandma to fetch her to my cousin brother house for the tea ceremony...hehe....we went there for few hour then went back home n get ready to go for the dinner at the MARCOPOLO DE RESTAURANT there to have dinner...n i like the place too..quite nice... times flies very fast..the wedding dinner had end bout 10 sonething...i hope the time can stop there cuz i like to hanging out with my cousins n some of my aunt n uncle..i miss them so much.. hope i can hanging out with them everyday... but i can't.. sobiezz..

but we surely take lots of photo too...hehe...we spend for a long long time in toilet to take pic...all of us too zhi lian d..hehe..

adrinne n me at cousin brother house

me n yi mun

adrinne me n yi mun

curi taken by yi mun

wat r we doing...so crazy..haha

me n my sis

love her...

this aunt suddenly dissper when i'm taking photo

the three of us agian..love them..=)

5 of it is cousin, one is my aunt..hehe...

sunday de pic=]

tired n sad

just came back not long from teluk intan... now is 1.30 midnight...i'm still here writting blog..tmr morning still need to wake up early n prepare to the wedding agian...my cousin brother weeding, today n tmr.....so i will write this two days together at other day...hehe...

today when i'm going teluk intan i'm sms-ing with dear..he say he saw my blog d n put comment le...so i'm so curious wat he put...then after tat he say he wanna delete the comment cuz scare i see liao will cry then i say can't but he say he will delete...tat time in car..no com all wat...wat can i do de is use my hp to check....omg...i check d i really cry...then after my phone no credit le..juz of the 2 comment my 10 dolar gone....just reload yesterday today no more....sobiezz...

kayz..stop here...will write the blod other day...
nitez everyone....

TODAY 6/1112008

today went skul as normal... today my class only got 5 person came...tat is me, kai jin, hui lin, eng lum n hua hui...haha..less then 10 ppl...but its really fun today...p5 de class oso 4 ppl came only then all og them came to our class..we join together...p5 n p6 in one class...n we today play play play only....love this days n miss this days...hope i still can same class with them...really miss them.... next year i maybe will change to other classes le..but now i don't feel like going cuz i miss this class n miss the time i spend with my friend in this class...but i have no idea..cuz my parents wan i change..aizh...so next year i must really work hard...so i must 加油 加油!!!!

here is some of the photo in class today...

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today went to skul early in the morning, then suddenly rain d...i'm thinking to walk under the rain cuz i love to do tat when i'm not in good mood n unhappy....i feel like doing it but i can't cuz my mother was the one hu fetch me to skul if she saw i walk under the rain i sure get scold by her....aizh...then go canteen n meet see hui n amanda lu....

then after i went back class talking with hui lin then i cry agian..aizh...everytime i tell hui lin bout my 心事 i sure cry...i really very easy to cry..aizh...but later stop d then chat with hui lin n kai jin in class lu....then dear call me n i just pick up the phone in class..hehe..cuz no teacher....whole day juz keep chatting n walk around the skul only...after recess went back class lu then teman amanda for while then i back class then whole class were going out cuz mr micheal say go library..omg..i hate to go tat place..so no idea just follow lu...i taught is 1 period only then when hui lin say is 2 period then i really omg d cuz i dowan to stay in the library for 2 period la...so i keep call her go out lu...then after many of them oso came out from library d.....then i oso just back class lu.. nothing to do just listen to music lu....then suddenly hui lin call me to look behind when i turned i saw dear....haha...so happy tat time cuz can see him...i dono he got come oso...so surprise when i saw him...haha..=]then ponteng class with him for while then i go back class cuz his friend came d then i dowan to stay there d then i back class.....miss him so much.....

afternoon i went to have a hair cut....i wan to cut short a little bit only....but after finish hair cut my hair is so short then i never think b4....but still ok lu...i quick like it...hehe....but tie up tat time quick messy a little lu...to layer d...happy with it....hehe....

tats all for today ba..later night still got tuition...so wanna go rest..hehe....hope tonight i have a sweet dream n sleep well..i never sleep well for many days d....=[


after i have my hair cut...=]

short d..hehe...

LM ♥♥

today LM have gotong-royong duty for our basement , av room...
today whole day no need back class just doing our duty only...is very tired but i really enjoy doing it...cuz i love LM so so much..after duty my hand n leg got few blue black d..so pain...
while keelye n amanda is labeling the chair n i arrange those chair with the no...its so tired when i do tat....hehe..but after jared came n help too...while all went to have break we still doing then after resting for while in dewan...then jared use the marker pen n draw my face...so playful..hehe...but duty with him its really fun.....
after skul went back home...actually wanna go for a hair cut, then after tat i'm too tired d n its raining heavily..so i dowan to go d...just sleep....2.30 sleep then suddenly i woke n see the time is 5.15 ,omg dear cal me to cal him at 5 then i quickly went down n call him but at the end he didn't pick up his phone too....aizh...suan liao lu then i just continue sleep till 7.30....really sleep alot...so decide not to sleep tonight...hehe...

LM IS THE BEST...LOVE LM SO SO SO MUCH....♥♥♥♥

thank you

today i have borrow 2 movies form kai jin....
tat is high school mucical part 1 n 2.....i wanna watch part 3 ar...waiting for it..hehe...
tat show i watch till cry.....cuz let me think back some of the things so i feel sad...=[
but the show its really nice...love it so much....one day see finish..haha..so tmr can give back kai jin d...so fast hor...hehe...

REALLY THX TO KAI JIN O~~

this year i only noe him...he such a good friend..he help me alot..really thx to him...hope next year still can same class with him....i really happy tat i noe him...he make me happy when sometime i was sad..maybe he didn't noe tat..hehe....he is a very good friend n funny friend..haha...