laughter is the best medicine=]: February 2009

Saturday, February 28, 2009

it this a test for our relationship?

why suddenly so many things happen between us in this week...only 7 dyas n already so many things happen...from tuesday till now oso so sad....gao tim one thing another thing came...wat the hack ar...why so many things de ar...aizh...but how is it..i won't so easily give up this relationship!!!i will be more stonger to face every problem that we had...i believe we can solve it together...dear,pls don't so easily give up our realtionship agian n agian...u noe how its hurt me?
everytime after the things had solve i told u how hurt i feel when u say u wan give up...but u told me u oso dowan de..call me don't worry....how i don't worry ar?
aizh....everything had been over la....wat u told me last night,i really can't accept that time....but i noe i won't leave u.....already happen for so long d n its already happen nothing can change it....i will try my best to accept it...just don't worry...
i already decide not to leave you means won't...so dear don't think too much n worry..ok?
sometimes i still will cry becuz of this,i still can't promise u i won't cry..ok?give me some time....
i noe u love me very much,n i oso very love you...so promise me not to give up anything so easily again n agian...ok?
last thing i wanna to tell you,is i don't want you to say u don't have the 资格 n the right to be my boyfriend anymore....don't everytime like that say...ok?DO NOT SAY IT AGIAN!!!

so many things had been happen to us...n we everytime also will solve it...
it this a test for our relationship!!!!

seminal!!!

today wakeup at 7 something n call kell wake too cuz we got to get ready for seminal...when i woke up i found my eye is so dam tired n bengkak...cuz i cried yesterday night very badly cuz some reason....sigh.....after that bout 8 something we reach sunway collage...our seminal start at 10 n we went so early...why?becuz we don't have transport if we go late...reached there n we met lai...three of us is so early...haha....we went to the classroom n we play we chat we sing...wateva....i enjoy the time....times flew very fast..n its 10..seminal start....sigh...quite hate myslef...i can't concentrate in it...grrr....in the semial when they are saying bout some topic...dono why those topic suddenly make me so sensitive...aizh....after seminal, xin yuan,kell,da n me sit you tian car n went back to skul cuz we had duty...on the way back,i'm quite emo i'm starting to be down d..becuz some of the reason....sigh....reached to skul n gather at dewan kulia n wait for the duty to start.....while waiting,i seriously can't tahan d..i cry out n i ran to block E there de stair n cry alone.....i can't accept yet..sigh....after that kell n they all came n find me, cuz need to duty d...its raining,i'm happy its rain this time..i can walk undeer the rain....duty time,dennise n jared taught i'm sick...but i'm not...thx for the care by u guys....thx da, kel,l tong n xin yuan hu try to make me feel happy that time...thx..after duty,we went out from skul to ttc...i wanted to walk under the rain,i'm sorry to kell da n tong....hu accompany me to walk under the rain....
really sorry to u guys....sorry to let da n kell worry bout me..sorry.....after they change ,we went to eat dinner at ICR ...bout 8 something my father came n fetch me n they suddenlly told me they are going to sunway....i was wat!! going sunway? aizh...don't feel like going that time..n i was thinking sholud i msg him to tell him i'm going...after i decide not to msg him....i feel sad n i dono how to face him.....when i reach there,i pass by his shop n he never saw me...after that i only msg him , i wan to let myself noe can i still face him?he came popular n find me n we chat there...i stilll can face him...luckly......not that bad i wonder.....sigh..........

me,xin yuan n da..outside girl toilet..^^

me n da...

kell n me..

guess who?
da put all the bag n water bottles on to him when he sleeping..haha..
this guy is xin yuan..

darkness..

my two beloved friend...
da n the rabbit kell kell....^^

acting EMO=.=

me n my dear jo yee..

first time take pic with her o...
raylene n me..

the reflaction..

kell using my phone to self loving..haha

where is his body?only saw his head..haha...

self loving...pai seh..

my ah yi..lai lai...

see the class..only three of us....

he look so serious...

this three pic candid by lai.....i love this pic the most..peaceV

see....he likes to take girl jacket to wear on it..haha

wat happen to her ar?rabbit kell kell

two black ppl acting emo...n the middle actinf siao siao...hhaa

three of us...i love them...

i;m lazy to rearrange the pic...sorry yea...

Friday, February 27, 2009

is this the way of FRIENDS mean!!

Wat mean FRIENDS mean to you?
find good benefit from them?
treating them in diffrents ways in diffrent times?
being nice infront of them n saying thier bad words behind them?
IS THIS THE WAY OF FRIEND MEAN TO YOU???
i been hurting by u deeply since last year....i cry everytime when i noe u did something behind me....n i don't understand why are u like that?
i'm treating u as my best friend but u keep hurting me again n agian....
n this is the reason why i treat u in a diffrent way when i talk to u or wateva....
ok...last year holiday,we argue n u are saying why i treat u n her in a diffrent way....
u wan to noe why?go ask urself....n u say u treating me as ur friend but dono am i treating u as my firend anot....i answer u yes...i'm treating u as my friend everytime....but now is the time i ask u this same question....r u treating me as ur friend now?
after the argument,i try to change back the same way to treat u....n i taught u will change....but in the end is hurting me agian...n dissapointed.....sigh....
i already heart death about you...n i won't let myslef to get hurt from u anymore....
if u see this post, i think u won't care bout it ba...u just will thinking i'm talking rubbish here,right?wateva u say i don't care...
i just write out what i feel....
i just can't stand the way u are!!!!

tiredness

today i;m super duper tired de..n my mood still very bad..sigh....
i'm sorry that i never choi u guys when i suddenly in a very bad mood...sorry...
one thing i bu shuang de is ,don't understand wat the girl mean lu..hu sitting infront me...just turn around n put the two text book on my table without telling me anything....wat the hell ar..u taught i can read ur mind ar?then i ask her,n she onyl told me..call me help her return...wat the hack...u just put on my table without telling me n so u taught i really can read ur mind is it?tell me to return for u its ok..don't just put it without telling la...pls...aizh...
after skul whole class stay back n take pic for skul magazine.....quite fun lu...
here some pic..