hmmmm

today went to skul n i nearly late for skul...
wat i do in class today is just copy the moral essay...
after skul went to have lunch with da...n she got rumah..so i went in to skul with her n i waited her at reading coner....
dear say he is coming to skul for doing something with his PARENTS!!!
then i just told him i dowan to meet him cuz i'm scare....but in the end i meet him in skul n help him fill in some form n he say wan to eat lunch with his parents...ok...then i told him i dowan to go but he force me to go...T_T...he bully me...
so went to satelite lu...went there i'm really scare n nervous....u noe how scary is it har?never prepare n just go there...so big pressure la.....dear ar...don't force me next time la...i really scare de ar......i sms da n call her came n help me..haha...after that all of us back lu...i cry after that....i really scare.......T_T



sorry for not updating for so long....i don't have the mood to blog n plus a little lazyness...^^sorry yea^^

complicated?????

where r u for the whole day?
u r not finding me since afternoon till now?
u busy?
or u dowan to talk with me anymore?
just tell me la!!!!!!
i'm seriously hurt!!!!!!
this few days didn't even talk much!!!!!!
wat happen between us?
may i noe?
i just thinking n thinking till i feel very complicated!!!!!!
do u still love me as the same?
do u still care about me?

DO YOU?

WHY AM I SO MOODY THIS FEW DAYS
????????
AND YOU TOO
WE DIDN'T REALLY TALK MUCH
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I AIN'T A PERFECT GIRL
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm tired

sleep for 3 hour last night..woke up at 5 something n prepare to go to skul...
i'm super duper tired la!!!!=[
neaarly late for skul cuz of those traffic jam......
maths paper is the first paper,i feel i try my best to do it d....better then last time ba....hope i can pass it this time!!!
bout acc ,how i describe har?did my best?ok?bad?aizh...i oso dono la.....hope can get 60 above ba...
i really tired,leave 10 minit for the acc paper n i really fall in sleep in the 10 minit....after wake i super blur n i can't even walk in balance.....
went satelite with kell n da for our lunch....
aizh....dono wat am i blogging la.......just stop here la....
stupid me!!!!!i getting to hate myself!!!!!!!!!

22-3-2009-sunday

yesterday night when to "bao bin"near my place agian to eat...i ate three times a week le...feel cool after eat....feel like going to eat again!!!!i fall in love in lychee snow...haha....
well,yesterday night i plan to went for swimming n this morning i slept late when i wake it nearly to 10 but i still wan to go...becuz i long time never swim d n my mood dosen't look better so just feel like swimming...after i ready off we went....reach there n wat i saw is the swimming pool is without any water!!!!!WTH!!!!it move to another place d...so i'm just dissapointed....aizh.....my father say to me:wat i wan to do or wat i wan everytime,i won't get it....when i dowan it just appear infront of me!!!!this is my fact!!!!!grrr.....
after that went to bangsar n had our brunch n headed to grandma house...miss her so much.....
after that went home n i'm staying whole day at home without anything altough tmr is skul reopen n its MATHS N ACC EXAM!!!!!i just walk here n there around my house!!!!aizh......
sleep for 1 hour at night n wake for revise some maths till 1 something.....but i slept at 2 something just becuz waiting for someone to back
home i only sleep......=[

the watermelon n mango snow!!
my dad n my mum share it,but end up i help them to finish it too^^
my favourite lychee snow!!!
yummy!!!

=.=

i hope the sky is just a place to let me live in....
i hope i just like a bird flying up at the sky without any worry....

i'm sorry that i didn't tell you wat happen to me!!!
i'm sorry to make you worry about me!!!
i hope u will forgive me n promise me not to worry anymore...rmb it is not about us n our relationship.....
i just dono how to express my feeling out now,its just complicated...just let me have sometime to go trough it..ok?
i will be fine soon,just let me have some time!!!!!

I'M SORRY

I'M JUST IN A MOODY MOOD

sigh

just came back from erican tuition....
its getting harder forward it....strat from now i think i must revise it...or not in the end of the year i sure will die in the FCE exam!!!!!!!!must work hard in everything......gambathe..
i am dam hungry now!!waiting for my mum to cook....
hmm....dear,pls forgive me that i ididn't find u now...cuz i feel like being alone right now...sorry..n don't think too much...is not about u...ok?
just a short update for today.....altough now is just half of the day....n i noe my mood for today still same like yesterday......in a emo n down mood.....

20-3-2009-friday

have maths tuition at home at 3 to 5...
today teacher give me modal test to do for monday skul exam....
33 over18...15 wrong...good?bad?i oso dono...just luckly teacher never scold me.....
keep smile all the time when he explain to me cuz i say i forget d....n when he explain to me still ok la...but i think i will forget after the tuition...this is me...i forget things easily....^^
after tuition wanna continue do my maths but dear call me on9 so i just went lu....watch tv after that n my mood become very very down.....went to bed early......
this is my day....emo=.=

PEACEFUL!!!!!!!

what we wan is just PEACEFUL!!!!!!!!!
is this hard for you?
do u understand our feeling?
ask back urself why are we treating u like that?
i already try to bear you....
i didn't say anything when you are saying those things so crule n badly.....
like wat my father just say:a fish hu keep making whole aquarime is not peaceful just take out the fish n put aside n the aquarime is just peaceful now...we just start to real fish...n this is wat i saw there....
it just same here.....if u r not here...we r peaceful n live happily.......
everytime u say u will ran off one day n we will regrect....everytime i heard this i just feel that u r just frighten us......n for me u ran away i feel all of us will live happily n peaceful......
i hate ur attidute...i really never saw a ppl like you b4..........
wat is important to you is just MONEY!!!!!!!!!
if u think that here is a place for u to suffer but u wan to enjoy just get off n leave now!!!!
u noe how pain is my heart when i saw u guys everytime like that!!u making my love one is so dam tired n suffer!!!everything wat he told me i just silent n it seem i didn't care right?i cry silently in it...cuz i dowan to let him noe i'm suffer in it tOo....
and now i noe something is maybe another two of the ppl from ur side is coming,i really don't dare to think wat is going to happen when this two ppl is coming!!!!!!!!
i hope thats not true!!!!!!
i hate you so deeply is becuz u r a ppl hu see surface in money!!!n u look down in ppl hu weak!!!!!i hate this kind of ppl!!!!!!!

WHAT WE WANT IS JUST PEACEFUL!!!!!!!
IS THIS HARD FOR YOU!!!!!!!

19-3-2009-thrusday

wake up at 8 n call kell wake too....we plan to go skul n study with ronald....meet kell at satelite with her father..have our breakfast together....thx kell father belanja me yea...pai seh o...^^
went in to skul n meet up ronald....n kell n me start to study....but half way i do the mats till sien d n i suddenly no mood study d....aizh...n the ronald......call us come n study he sit there n scenery....dam funny la him....after that ronald went to his activity n two of us went out skul n had our lunch at satelite lu....
then went to ttc n we sit at the place who ppl put bags....we hear music n chat there......wait till our tuition time then we headed for tuition.....i'm having my bad headache agiain.....feel like banging the wall la....after tuition went back kellye house....the main things i went to her house is to play with her ah bou the hamster lu....cuz kell say he sien sien....then i oso help the hamster bath.....dam funny that time...kell keep shout cuz the hamster is trying to run away from it...it scare water....but no idea......after helping her hamster to bath n everything we start to watch movie...oh god...the movie is so dam scary n disgusting.........the show name is 人肉叉烧包.....hehe............finish watching kell on9 lu...n we on webcame to chat with my dear...whole day never chat with him d la....miss him so much la.....after that i back home lu....
feel fun at kell house, don't feel like going back home...haha.....

just finish my bath...
waiting for mama !!!
my two little nemo....
n my lovely fish....

18-3-2009-wednesday

today sleep till 12 something only wake cuz i had a bad headache since yesterday night....when i woke up i taught i will fee better...but the headache is still there....god..is dam spoling my mood de la...then i sleep at 3 something agian...till 5 i think....i'm not feeling better.....it getting worst....it pain till i cry out.....aizh.......so hope my dear is with me that time=[
night haaving tuition,n i went with my bad headache situition....but i wan to go for tuition better then staying at home...home is a annoying place....
when tuition amada oso having headache....she sleep at the tuition but i can't sleep..i feel cold....i never even hear wat teacher say...just sms....the stupid teacher teaching more badly n badly....i wan back the same type of teaching of you in last year la....don't speak malay during teaching la pls....2 hour tuition pass went back home n continue sms till 2 something with my dear n kell...i already sleep but i'm half wake sms with them....i always did that....haha....
bad heache spoling my mood today!!!!!!!!!

17-3-2009-tuesday

today is my outing with my dear.....
morning went ttc with kell n da to study first only go out gai gai de....but we study for 1 hour only i think?then da n kell keep wanna sing k,n my dear oso came ttc d...so just end our study here n we went off seprately..kell n da wnet to mv....n i went to sunway with dear lu...
waiting for bus there n the wheather is dam hot la....hmm.....when we reach sunway i put all my things at dear de working place lu...then we headed to cinema....lots of ppl r there......but we no need to Q-up to buy ticket...dear call his friend n we just get the ticket...feel bad to those ppl who Q-up de la...sorry..^^
we watch MARLEY N ME n LOVE MATTERS!!!!!
after we brought the ticket went to gasoline to eat lu..but only dear eat i never eat...don't feel like eating...
after eating,on the way to cinema dear saw a digital photo print in the asia avenue de...he go n play with it.....he send our photo in it n print it out.....it just like da tou tie lu......da tou tie is much more better then this la....hehe.....
after playing with this,then we went to watch the first show-MARLEY N ME.....this show quite nice n touch....in the end of the show i cry badly.....n dear say i cry baby...blek.....really sad ma....=Q
after that i dam hungry d...when to the 刨冰 n eat......after that went back dear de work place n take my book n went to mcd to study for while.....not really concentrate in it...cuz don't have those study mood.....after that we went for our second show-LOVE MATTERS.....this show talk about those hundsband n wife n sex de things..i oso don't really concentrate in this show in the half way cuz i start to getting headache n not feeling well...i lie on dear shoulder n close my eye around his hugs....i hope the time will stop here...i feel warm in it.....
this show is about 2 hour.......about 9 thinking where to eat for dinner,walk here n there....n then we went to eat nasi lemak.......after that went to popular n i brought a story book for my sis...n then the time just left few minit n i need to back d n i need to leave him d n dono when is the next time i will meet him agian T_T n i need to be suffer agian in the time that i can't meet him!!=[sigh......now at i need to do just concentrate in my study n finsh this year.....after spm i surely will go out everyday...

dear wear my spec...haha...dam funny!!
he is helping me to solve the question tat i dono=]
this two pic i curi take de...
hehe..dear saw d don't scold wor...
=]
this is the photo that we print from the things..

-i love you my dear
-i miss you my dear
-i enjoy this outing with you..i'm happy to be with u....

=]

yeah yeah yeah!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm so dam happy now!!!!!!
i can go out tmr !!!!!!!
n i spend all my time with him tmr!!!!!!!!!!!
dear,i love you deeply in my heart!!!!!!!!!!!!

happy day?

today late for my erican tuition for half n hour..god la...i really everytime oso late for this tuition de lor!!!dono why?
after tuition then straight away go sunway with my baby n my sis.....
when we reach there ,wat is the first thing i will do?sure is go find my dear la...always did the same thing when i went there...first thing to there sure is find my DEAR!!!!
after that had our lunch together at gasoline there lu....after lunch went to take photo with my baby n sis....after finish taking photo went to eat "bao bin"..feel so cooling when i'm eating...long time never eat jor la....after that went to find dear agian....n he came out d lu...we have no idea where to go to...just walk here n there....sigh....sorry to u two ar....i really have no idea where to bring u guys go la...i noe its too boring!!sorry...but hope u guys r happy la.....
8 something father came n fetch us back,went to grandma house n drop my cousin n we went home!!!!!!!!

on the way to sunway=]

the chocalte n lychee!!!share with my sis
the couple panda!!
i brought it for dear!!!
so cute^^
me n my baby
the first time we out together!!
hope have next time=]
heatrs u guys
me n myself^^

13/3/2009-friday

having history n bc exam...
my bc exam just same as my bm exam...one word describe it is DEAD...cuz i oso didn't care the bc exam....during exam just simply do only..n go for sleep..i'm super super tired cuz last night midnight 3o'clock study till this morning....just becuz of mu history....i really try my best in my history exam....

after skul went back home n ready for maths tuition!!!!!today de lesson quite easy for me n i do really quickly...feel happy!!!!
after tuition,keep have the feeling of going out tmr!!!but no one can go out with me tmr....
after at night, my sis suddenly told me her camp was cancle then i ask her tmr wanna go out ma...then i call mai my lovely cousin...actually we plan to go out on wednesday but that day no one can fetch us so just out tmr lu...dam happy...cuz i can meet my dear....wakaka!!!!!!!!!!

12/3/2009-thrusday

having moral exam,i just simply do it n i went to sleep...hehe..too tired jor la....
after recess having econ exam but i didn't take this subject so i just study my history in class lu...

n i sms during exam...i'm so daring la.... why i so daring ar?all becuz i wanna sms with my dear lor....he really let me change alot....i can ponteng class,sms during classes ,online after i came back from skul,sms when in the midnight altought i'm super tired.....i still wan to be with him...i dono why...^^ today is spm result come out d,so everyone came back to take their result...but my dear told me he is not coming back becuz he having undang exam at afternoon...feel sad that time...but after that he suddenly came to skul...he everytime like to bluff me de lor...naughty dear....dear de result is quite ok la....dear don't so sad la...i noe u try ur best!!!!kayz...smile my dear=]after that he rush back home to ready for exam...T_Tmiss him so much la.....

after that we never go for history tuition cuz see mun is not teaching another teacher teach so just go back kell house to study lu...when to her house,first thing i went to play with ah bou...cute little hamster..n lastly i watch HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3!!!!!!!!aww...i love this show so so so much!!!!!!!!after the movie then start to study lu..bout 9 i only went back home....

midnight three oiclock wake up n study my history agian!!!!thx dear for calling me wake n teman me during the time i study yea..love you!!!!!!

ah bou!!!!!
kellye de hamster..
cute right?

11/3/2009-wednesday

today having bm n sains exam....
one word can describe bout my bm exam is DEAD....i'm totally dead in my bm exam...i dono how to do it....even the karangan i simply crap only..i oso dono wat am i writting don't think teacher will understand....sigh.....=[
bouot sians,hmmm...i think i try my best to do it d ba...just need work more hard next term!!!!
after skul went libray with da,hui,kell...four girls so long didn't together d...but i think among one of them r totally change d ba....our friendship to her is not there d ba....
i went there to study history....but tmr exam moral..but i didn't care it..hehe....
went home bout 7 something....

my two beloved friend!!!!!
studying bm during the minight!!
the vitamin water!!
my dad make it for me!!!
!thx dad!!i love you!!!
studying^^

10/3/2009-tuesday

my blog seem dead by one week d..sorry yea...i'm busy for exam....stress out on it...grr..
anyway today having seni paper 1 n bi exam.....didn't read anything for it...cuz i dono wat to read....but i still manage to do la...i hope my english pass....not fail....last year de last term exam i fail my english...so dam sad...becuz that is my ever first fail it..how can?maybe that time i didn't did well ba...but hope this time i can pass it.....i must work hard...gambathe!!!!
after skul have lunch in SKUL,so long never had lunch in skul d...with amanda,kell n yong yeow..after that two of them went for tuition...after that see hui join us...we went to reading coner to stuay for tmr subject...sians n bm leh tmr....two subject thats is the worst for me....but i don't really care the bm...i keep focus sains only...after that when for tuition sains at ttc....
when home n rest n sleep for 1 hour n wake n study....first i go study some bm then i totally concentrate in sains d...study till 2.30 midnight....dam tired....

happy 7th month anniversery

♀♂HAPPY 7TH MONTH ANNIVERSERY♀♂

before the two weeks we really gone trough many problems everyday....n its makes us look unhappy....n lastly we slove all the things n not easily let go our realtionship....
rmb i told you,things pass then just let it pass...forget bout it....
sometime its really a test from god in our relationship....
but wat i noe,i won't easily give up...i will face it...
dear,u oso can't give up easily..kayz?don't hurt me agian with this?

I LOVE YOU♥♥♥♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN KAI JIN!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN KAI JIN
HOPE YOU HAVE A NICE DAY TODAY...
WISH ALL UR WISHES COME TRUE.....
KEEP IN TOUCH!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY~~~~~~

the first time!!!!!

today is the really first time i out with my sis....
we went to old town library to study n ate our lunch at old town mcd....
nothing special today........
must really gamabthe in study d...tuesday exam start!!!!!!!!!



ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!

MY SIS!!!!!
cloudy sky....
i hope i were up there!!!^^

our lunch!!!


me n my sis

while waiting for our parents

memorising the english in the car while waiting for my mum

7/3/2009-saturday

today having skul replacment n i skip my erican tuition agian..sigh....next week can i back there to tuition d..i miss there..this is my really first time i miss there...dono why..hehe....hope i won't skip it next week....
went i reach skul,ronald kell already reach...n we r waiting for the cake...my dear help me buy becuz i last minit can't go out buy..really thx him....but.........everythings gone messy....we waited nearly 7.30 n n i still haven saw his kor...then i call up my dear n ask n he told me his kor never bring the cake to skul for me...that time is really omg la.....sigh.....then dear try to rush to skul before 8 lu........when he reach n he told me the cake just now drop d...when they open the cake really messy d..but is ok la...
n this is the chance i can meet him...is just few minit......but i still feel happy...becuz i can meet him better that don't have chance to meet him,right?i do really miss him lots....
after that went back to class n i feel a liltte bit unhappy...cuz we make up this surprise birthday party for kai jin n he seems like unhappy n didn't like it...n like we r forcing him like that...sigh.....
overrall...today we didn't have lesson in class...we played.....
after skul me,kell ,kai jin, ronald,shu pei,zhi hong,alvin went to ipoh there n had our luch...
after that,me kell ronald n shu pei wentback to skul n went to squash room...they pratise thier singing n me ,shu pei study there lu...
i didn't really study,cuz i'm listening they singing...
night time when to grandma house,n i bought my book there n study...good girl leh?

the birthday boy...
sorry for cake....
mine n kell shoe^^
ronald pratising......jia you...
kell again forget to eat medicine lu..haha.....

self loving agian by using my phone....

me nkell kell
praising singing agian...
studying leh!!!!!!=]

KELLYE N RONALD NG,
JIA YOU YEA~~~~