bye bye 2008

Happy New Year Comments


再见2008,欢迎2009年的到来...
新的一年新的开始
新的一年新的希望
新的一年新的生活

希望这一年所有的事都顺顺利利....
今年是我们中五的学生要面对SPM考试了,祝我们好运吧!!我们一起加油!!!

新年快乐

don't ever see the surface,u don't really noe wat it inside the heart feel

i seem a ppl that don't have any worried n don't have anythings tat can disturb me n laugh happily everytime to my parents.....my dad say i'm too joyful....n tat its not the truth...u only see the surface...u dono wat feeling deeply in my heart....u can't see trough my heart.....no ones noe i'm a unhappy person....no ones noe i cry silently in the midnight....no ones noe wat is my heart feeling n thinking.....NO ONES NOE!!!
i miss a friend now...he is the same as me....he told me b4 tat he is oso the same....表面上我看来是个快乐的人但我心不是快乐的!!!he is the one i told him this b4....last year we everytime tesing each other..makes many funny name n call each other....i really miss last year...i misss the time i spend with my few classmates in the class....its sometime really make me happy when i'm in bad mood...really thx to u guys...i miss u guys so much....hope next year we still in the same class....

hope everything is well

i do really hope everything is well tmr....having apponiment with my doctor...aizh...
really worry n scare now...hope nothing will change..still the same situation.....won't getting serious....god bless me.....

make me crazy!!!

ar!!!this subject of maths really makes me crazy!!!i do really hate this subject....plenty of formula...how to memorise all of it ...u noe de la i'm dam stupid , impossible to rmb all.....i didn't care for this subject this year....b4 going exam just call my friend kai jin to teach me some of it....n i noe wat he say but when i see the exercise i dono wat the hell is tat!!n test i noe how to do some only..those easy de la...those dono de just copy kai jin de..haha...
form 4 de maths i didn't noe anything of it.....i didn't study it at all....didn't care of it too...i just noe some..those graph only....how am i going to do my spm....gosh..i'm really stress on it.....
do u noe y suddenly i so care bout this subject!!!becuz i just attend a maths tuition with hui lin...just 1 class...i already very scare of this subject...n its give me pressure on it...becuz this teacher told me tat he teach de studen't only get A never get B!!cuz i told him my pmr get B!!!!call me don't break his record...omg....when i heard this its really give me alot of presure.....how?hu can help me?
during tuition he teaching form 4 de last chapter line n angles...omg...this is the most i hate....he teach me i understand...when i do i'm confuse..do many exercise of each...some of it keep wrong n wrong...i think i oso gek dao him nothings to say d ba....cuz i really dono how to do arr!!when i see hui lin do those question tat finding angles all those,i'm thinking when i reach to this, i sure dono how to do de...i think tat time teacher more gek ar...hehe...she's so pro...she keep writing non stop....i think i must go to her house early when the tuition start...call her teach me first..i think i won't so scare..
MATHS MATHS MATHS MATHS!!!!!all around my head n in my mind....i take out my revision book n look at it agian n i try to do the question...i'm wrong agian...omg..i cry at the moment...cuz its really stupid...y am i so stupid...do so many in tution d still dono de....arr!!feel like sceaming loud now!!!wan go bang the wall d la.....T_T

now added 1 more subject tat make me worry n pressure...last year i only concentrate on acc only...acc is too important to me...dono y....i will keep doind acc only...b4 the acc exam i won't sleep just do n do n do.....its already very tired n stress on this subject...but now maths oso the same d....two subject tat make me stress d....acc still ok, but maths.....i really dono how.....aizh....must work hard d la...next year can't play play d...

sad christmas

ar!!!! i now dam sad n wanna to cry out loud!!!!!!
i taught when reached sunway then can go find dear n kell jor...but wat the hack is the traffic to sunway pyramid is dam jam.....then father say dowan to go another day only go...wat the hell!!i am so heart broken now......now i'm stuck in the house!!christmas to my family just stay at house!!wat the hell!!!!i am so dam bu shuang now!!!u guys don't like go out just let me out myself to celebrate christmas with my friend la.....why r u guys so dam selfish!!!!!
aizh...dono dear got bu shuang anot leh!!!he so hope i can find him but in the end now is no!!!dear really sorry!!!
aizh....my christmas just a moddy n bored day to me now!!!


anyways...hope all of you enjoy ur chritmas.....

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OF YOU.....

update!!

21/12

today is 冬至节...this day we sure eat "dang yuan"la..right?mum n sis wake up in the morning n make but i was sleeping..haha...i am lazy to wake up so early..i wake bout 10 something then take a bath n went down to eat "dang yuan"..haha..=]after tat went to grandma house n see her lu..aizh..she is so freaking sad...she cries...aizh....why can't we just like last time...every sat grandma house is full of noise..full of happinees....full of laughness....but why? why are they gone?why?
i miss it so much...even tought i never go there everytime...but i noe....why now grandma house is dam freaking quite...all of us had gone...we leave her alone in the house...this house had lost of happiness...lost of noise...lost of laughness.....can it be back?if really time can de rewind..i really wishes all those things won't be gone....why will this happen?is becuz of my grandma getting older n simply scold?or becuz of this bunch of aunt(including my mum) keep talking craps tat make all of us hard to do....can u guys just shut ur mouth!!!u don't talk nobody will say u guys r dumb person!!!
你们大人的事不关我们小孩子的事!!!不要拖我们下水!!!我们表妹表姐的关系是好或坏是我们自己的事!!我们爱跟谁说话也是我们的事,不需要进过你们的允许!!!知道吗!!!你们真的很另人讨厌!!!
现在新年我也不敢想象!!!!今年的新年会是怎样???如果你们在新年真的搞出一些不愉快的事我真的真的会非常讨厌你们!!!
我真的很生气及心痛!!!!!!!

22/12

bout 9 something mum suddenly wake me up n tell me tat she's going to bring us to ioi today...so i quickly wake n ready to out....yeah!!cuz i going to buy all th shirt i wan tat i pose it at the older post....no need i pay so i can use my money for anothe things d..haha...went ioi try agian to let mum see...then is ok...then mum choosen a dress for me...i never wear this kind before leh...she call me to try n let her see..ok..i just try....when i try..gosh....i love it so much....but how much it cost!!scare me!!!! its cost 100...omg....but when i let mum see, she say nice n i told her its cost 100..n i taught she won't buy...she told me she will buy for me if got white......really?nvm..i told her i will go another brunch to find..haha...if i really find out u must buy for me..haha....photo upload soon!!!nothing special...just happy today!!

23/12

nothing special today...went for hair cut...but its dosen't change...just a lillte bit short only... sis oso cute her hair..she change her hair stlye...i like her hair stlye now...i told her many time to cut this but she don't listen...now she cut...she looks nice n cute now....n my mum perm her hair..me n sis waited for few hours...omg..dam boring there....me n my sis walk far away from her after she finish her hair cut....cuz she will keep asking us is tat ok.n she will be regrect everytime after she have a hair cut n perm....omg....tell u...is everytime...no one time is stastified!!! we r scare of her!!! aizh...



hmmm......today is the sixth day tat dear waas working....hope he really enjoy his jod...n gambathe yea....after he finish his job he called me...he seems very happy o...he told me tat his manager (i think) praise him tat he is good...he is happy n i oso be happy for him....
dear..do ur best...i noe u can do it de...i will be supporting u....muaxxzzz love you my dear....

=]

today wake up at 9 n call dear wake up..i use to go ppl wake up de hor?i'm a alarm clock o..haha...=]
skul day i call kell n hui wake up..now holiday call dear wake..haha...
today a ppl came to my house n see..cuz we wanna do some renovation...aizh...can put this renovation things aside fist ma?go n do my room first la....i wan my room to be done before skul open ar... I WANNA GO IKEA AR!!BRING ME THERE!!!
ask my dad when, he say soon....i heard this b4 few years ago liao la.....this time i don't care ar...i will keep saying it untill u bring me to ikea n buy all those stuff...or not i wait fro 10 more years oso don't have de....n i will be dissapointed agian....
afternoon,went lunch with my baba friends..after lunch, we went to some show house to see...cuz my dad friends wanna buy new house...omg....when i went to see...wat happen is i don't feel like going back d....i hope this is my house..haha.....but wat i can do..just dream....the first one tat i saw, is really my dream house...dam loving it....
at night went yun's party...just went for 1 n half hour only...cuz da mummy suddenly say come n fetch her back...so i oso back lu...cuz don't really noe them well...only suet ping ,ru yan,jia hui da n me at yun's party lu..


hmmm..quick tired today...got to go n rest...then tmr morning wake up then can eat "dang yuan"d....haha....my favourite food...n i must wait for so long only can eat..^^

=]great day

yesterday night see hui call me out to teman her to buy stuff for her sunday performance at ioi...i wish i can go...cuz i long time never see her jor..very miss her leh....so i try to ask my mum lu....then my mum say tmr morning only tell me....so today morning wake up bout 6 something n wait for my parents to wake n ask them....cuz need give see hui the answer before 8.30....

when my father wake jor,i quickly ran into the room n ask my mum....the first answer from my mum is NO...wah...that time i'm so sad n dissapointed...then msg hui n told her can't go....then then then miracle happen...haha...my mum suddenly ask me is it wanna to go...then i say sure la...then i quickly msg hui n tell her tat good news...dam happy tat time....then about 12 something went there n waited them....eat lunch with my mum first lu....then see hui told me she will be late i wait n wait n wait...at last she 2 something only come..then went a lillte shopping with her then went shusi king to have lunch....after tat da came n meet us up....after eating...we went to nichi...we try plenty of shirt....omg...i love all the shirt tat i try...i wanna buy but no money!!!!wanna save money n buy jor...or call mummy buy for me..haha.....we try n take pic...=]
after tat called my mum to extebd the time cuz wanna watch movie....she let!!haha...then watch space chimps....this movie is dam funny....
after movie..shop awhile...then back lu...i back see hui house to wait for my mum to fetch me lu...

the days past so fast...i'm happy this day....at last i have time to spend with them....
i miss them so so much....
hope tmr yun's party kell is going ba....miss her too...long time never meet d...hope she's will be there tmr....haha..=]

ready to out!!!
me n da....


i love this♥
n i love this too...da chose for me de...love this very much♥
the black gaun


m3 n da
m3 n huithree of us..*i look so weird

miss all of you....
hope one day 4 of us out together....

emo=.=

aizh.this few days something really make me unhappy...i can't say wat is it in here..cuz i dowan to let somebody saw it....just feel down everytime i hear the person told me.....gosh.....dono why i feel down everytime when i heard tat...n yesterday night can't even sleep...keep playing my hp...seeing the past photo with my friends n cousin....let me feel something too...can't say it..aizh..cuz later someone saw it then not good...i think i got to open a new blog d...no one will noe tat blog.so maybe tat really can let me write watever i wan.....this blog still will continue use but i think i will seldom update it...sorry to all of u guys yea.....

=] happy happy day

today wake up in the morning n got to ready to go tuition lu...then quickly msg dear..hehe...cuz wanna hope got any chance to tell him i got tuition...then tell d lu...but never call him to come la..then he told me tat he is very sick...then i think like tat sure can't see him lu..then nvm lu...but in tuition dono why had the feeling he will come..keep thinking tat he is lie to me tat he say he is sick...keep think think think...quite never concentrate at tuition de....but i tell myself not to think le...hehe...after tuition hope i went out can saw him....but no lu...then fine lu...then go have lunch at the same place with amanda....then while chatting, told amanda i i will go tuition for tmr..after eat d then back...then msg my mum lu...then my mum call me finish eating only call her..then ok lu...while eating finish, suddenly got a ppl came n sit down there....hu is tat???haha....is him...my dear...haha...so happy tat time...but first thing i told him..y never tell me u come..i had call my mum...then he call me back home lu..but i dowan..haha...then faster call my mum agian...haha....then after tat when seven eleven lu...then teck chuan come n find us cuz his gf go tuition d....then he wanna eat..then we go to ipoh agian......then keep chatting there lu....time passes very fast...i got to go tuition d n dear got to back d...why happy time passes so fast everytime....

anyway...dear thx for giving me this surprise...really happy to see u today..my hope come true..haha...love you...muaxxxzzz...♥



and and and....wanna thx amanda for the present yea...i love it very much...n the card too...

thank you

boring=[

wake up at 11 something.....then after play com for awhile then go to tidy up my room lu...long time didn't tidy up my room d..haha...its so untidy...my table just like a mountain...hehe....n some of those staff dowan de just throw it away....during my cleaning,i found many memory for last few year n this year...it seem everything had change...even i sometime just wrote some diary, i read it agian...its just like har??did this happen??never noe if i never read the diary agian..hehe.....but those things is already past de lu..so dowan to care it ba...just go straight for the days tat r waiting for u.....n sis had just back from singapour today....she didn't break my record...wat record am i saying de is...when i was in skul trip to singapour too...i just use 7 dolar for the 4days 3 nights....she never...she use bout 30++..haha...but one of my cousin sis break my record...she use 5 dolar only..geng o....anyway...sis feel happy in this holiday..n hope she will be more independent ba.... hmmm....dear told me tat he had seen my blog..he feel very lovely..but i don't understand y will he say tat??blur blur de.... hmmm..mood is quite down now....dono y? dear is talking with his brother so can't talk with him...dono when he talk finish leh... tmr having tuition at ttc..n i'm going to be there for whole day like last week....i hope dear can come n fimd me lu....but my hope won't be appear de la....cuz i oso no change to tell him too....gonna be alone tmr afternoon..=[now going too sleep le...so i really think no change tell him ba...aizh...really hope can see him.... stop here ba..got to go sleep le.. tataz... miss all of u guys.. muaxxzz..

update!!

sunday[7/12]
wake up early in the morning again...finish bath then got to get ready to out...to IKEA...reached ikea at 10..then we r having our breakfast n lunch at the same place..at the ikea cafe there..i love the food there..its nice n cheap...after tat we shop at ikea more then 5 hour i think...oh gosh...its so long i walk there...n i'm half dead there...i keep telling my dad i need a bed n sleep..cuz i really super tired...no more stregth to walk...but no idea still need to continue to walk...aizh...but actually is happy n worth for me...cuz i'm gonna change all my things in my room...so tat day i went there to look for my furniture....yeah....I WAITED THIS DAY FOR LONG LONG TIME D...now dream come true..wakaka...i going to have my own room..no need to share room with sis d...yeah.....n i'm going to paint my room too...going to paint purple n pink...yeah...hope everything go well..won't have last minit changes...or not i will dissapointed agian...after tat we go home lu, on the way home i keep tell my dad tat i wanna go grandma house...i wanna see her...but my dad say dowan..late d..but i don't care...keep saying wan to go..then he say back home for while then only go..ok lu..before back, went to cake shop to buy a peice of cake for grandma first...her favourite cake, panda layer cake.....i ver miss her...before those feel day, suddenly will think bout her....so i wanna go see her...hehe...reach to grandma house d...gradma was happy to see us come...but she oso waiting my cousin sis to back...she taught she will back..but she won't back..aizh...i look at my grandma de look while waiting for my cousin sis my heart is really pain....aizh...keep looking outside...waiting for a ppl to come or anything but the ppl never appear or wat..tat feeling is very disapointed n very sad...i had those feeling b4 so i noe tat....aizh...after for awhile my uncle n aunt came..n my cousin brother had just came back form singapour...so we had dinner together....i never eat too..cuz i'm still full....so just see them eat..hehe...after tat fetch grandma back home..when went home, grandma keep asking me did she back d?then she ask me hu's bag is tat...tat bag actually is mine...aizh...she keep waiting for her back but she never back..quite sad when i see her like tat...aizh...but can't blame my cousin sis la....but no idea la...
i do really miss my grandma....

ready to go out=]
my breakfast..salmon salad...my favourite=]
our lunch...we share...=]
the santa at ikea..
on the way to grandma house..
the cake for grandma=]

monday[8/12]
hmmm...today i taught i can sleep late abit but wat happen is my parents woke me up in 9something...call me to have breakfast with them..but i so tired...i never care..i continue sleep....cuz i really very tired..then after tat wake me up agian...kayz..fine..i wake...go take a bath then out lu.after breakfast sit in the car "long gai"...dam boring.cuz dad is teaching mum how to go n back form my sis skul..she going to fetch my sis next year at中华....wat am i doing in car?listen to muisic n try to sleep...but wat happen is i cried....aizh...dono y suddenly my mind flash back all the memory tat me n my friends n with him de time...i miss them so much....today the mood is quite down....=[
went to bum bum bali to had dinner..long time never go there d..miss the food there...dad order me a combo set...grill fish n chicken together..i'm so full...
after tat back home,watch tv lu..sien de..
then bout 11 something dear call me...we talk till 1..hehe..long conversation...n today is actually our 4th month anniversery...=]HAPPY 4TH MONTH ANNIVERSERY DEAR♥... really hope this day can be with you...n i'm crying while talking on the phone with him...quite sad..then he try to make me happy...thx dear...
when i heard him say maybe going to perak n study i cry agian...aizh...very 舍不得 him...

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dear,
i really don't hope u will go for that club job....
hope u don't mind wat i say la..cuz i don't think tat is a good job.... n i don't like u work at those place too..hmmm...anyway,the future is urs...wat job u wan to do,hope u really can think it wisely.....

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happy 4th month anniversery dear♥
i love you..muaxxzzz♥

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update!!

friday [5/12]

my father had took one day leave for taking us out...is happy to go out with family for some people...but for me..it isn't..if just me n my dad n sis..maybe i will be happy..if my mum are there whever..i won't be happy..cuz she everytime cause trouble to argue...maybe u guys say i'm a bad child cuz i like tat say my mum..but tats true..if u r me..u will understand...i can't stand her oso..grr....evrytime peoples mood r good oso make ppl mood become bad...hate it!!fine..don't talk bout her d..hehe...hmm...reach 1U bout 10 something...first thing we did is went to cineme there n buy ticktes...hehe....long time didn't watch movie with family d....after we bought the tickets we went for to the nyonya restaurant for our breakfast....after tat shop for while then go to cineme to wacth the first shoe..tat is MADAGASAR..after the show..i feel bored..i almost slept in the cinema..hehe...hmm..i feel bored in this movie maybe is becuz i never watch part 1 ba..
after tat we went to a japanese restaurant...forget wat the restaurant name..actually i never observe..i just go there n eat only..never see the name..haha...i ate a little stuff only..never eat lot...cuz wanna control..i dowan to be fat..hehe..i'm getting fat..my dad say it to me..aixh...
after luch..we shoped for while agian...then after tat went back to cinema agian...to watch the second show...tat is TWILGHT...yeah...this movie is awsome.. i love this movie....i cry in the end.dono why..feel sad...i wanna watch it agian ar!!!after the movie,went jusco n shop for while then back..having dinner at outside..n i oso didn't eat for my dinner...but i'm not hungry..went back home..i'm dam tired..no streght to do any things..n my leg is dam hurt...cuz wearing high heel for whole day shopping...at night sms with him...aizh...i very worry bout him...hope everythings go welll...nothing will be happen...rest more my dear...at night my mood quite down..sigh...

ready to out!!
the chocalte store...i love the chocalte there..its beautiful...
this two little cute pooh....i love them,...
critmas pooh....dam cute..love so much...
i hope i have all of it...^^
babiezz pooh...cutezzz.
my lunch..tats only i ate...
sis de cold mee...
side oder for dad n mum.
dad n mum de luch
side order..my favourites...i ate 3 pieces of it only...
the special promotion...unagi hambuger...but i never try...

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saturaday..
today early in the morning go tuition as usual at erican..n i always late for this tuition..hehe..cuz everytime i ate my breakfast very slow..so everytime late...hehe...i enjoy this tuition..having fin with the class...after this teacher change...love this teacher better than others..cuz he will keep joking around...hope next stage won't be changing any teacher...but today he dam bu shuang de...we having speaking test...n he chose partner for us...one girl one boy...then call us to sit with our partner to discuss bout it...but....we take a long time to change our places...we don't feel like changing...but in the end we change...but we didn't discuss..we just sit there only....just to let teacher stop calling us to change...we r so bad o..bully teacher de..haha...but when my turn to go for the test..i can see tat teacher is so dam bu shuang....so sorry...hmmm..after tuition went back home n play com n have nap...bout evening dear called me,n i awake form my dream...he asking wat am i doing..i say i was selpping..then he call me to continue sleep..but i say dowan..hehe..cuz i wanna chat with him....miss him alot...muaxxzzz...
tmr early in the morning got to wake up agian...going to ikano tmr...with mum n dad...sis wnet to singpour for trip le...so i'm alone with them..gosh...hmmm..anyway hope my sis enjoy her first time trip without us ba...she is the first time leaving us so far....mum n dad r so worry bout her...but when i'm at the trip with skul tat time they isn't so care or worry bout me..dam hurt....but hu cares...i already use to it....

today my father took half day leave,cuz got to go prepare something for my sis the trip to singapore...we went to kl....to buy phone memory card....after tat i taught we r going to pasar malam...but not...we r going to pavilion....omg...i didn't noe tat....when they went in to the car park, i'm asking where r we going...where is this place...haha...so funny..right?we went there for our dinner...hehe...my father took us to the terpanyaki store..hmmm...tat time i don't feel like eating..cuz i rmb tat the first time i ate in mid valley de..isn't nice...but this is not the same as mid valley de la....
i call my father to hellp me make decision..he order wat i just eat...cuz i dono wat to eat...he order ostyer for me...hmm...ok ba..i oso eat de...after having this dinner...i love it...this is much more better then last time i ate....the best things i love to eat is the bean sprout..hehe..i love it..its nice...after tat we only headed to pasar malam...bought some food tooo.....
i'm so full now..........i'm really going to be fat la..everyday eat so much...sobs...
hmmm...tmr early in the morning then got to wake le....going to 1U...hehe..going to watch two movies...tat is TWILIGHT N MADAGASAR 2...^^...YEAH...

the christmas tree...
PAVILION!!
christmas decaration in pavilion
the cooking ingrediant..

strat to cook!!cooking...yummy!!

two types of vegetable....but i only ate one...bean sprout...nice!!!
me n my sis
waitnf for them to finish the food...so too boring..i take a pic...

lights tree...its beatifulthe donuts....yummy!!!

T_T

time passes so fast...
why everytime happy time will pass so quickly, n unhappy time pass so slow!!!
i'm keep crying sence 8 something till now le..why am i crying?
i oso dono...maybe i too too too miss him le ba....after tmr....then really dono when can meet d....
saw he send me the msg i really feel sad n i just keep cry....aizh....
now de me just like last day de skul de me....aizh...
pui yi, u had promise him tat u can't cry de ar....must stay strong ar.....
u must do it!!!u can't break the promise ar!!!
I MUST TRY HARD TO DO IT.....MUST STAY STRONG!!!

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